I Am Still Forgotten

David Archuleta - Crush

2008-11-24T15:29:00.001+08:00

I hung up the phone tonight,
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it realor just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

HELLO people, guess what song this is?

Yes, you have guessed it correct. It is Crush by David Archuleta.

Children nowadays enjoyed singing out loud and i mean singing out loud at public places. Singing out loud is FINE, provided that it is pleasing to the ears (mine).

What is pleasing music? Music should have pitch, rhythm, dynamics, and the sonic qualities of timbre and texture. Last but not least, the most important point is at least know the lyrics of the song. To cater to those who do not know the lyric of this song but still wants to sing it out loud. MEMORISE this lyric (shown above). If you are not sure of the lyrics, tune down to whisper level.

P.S : This is a nice song and i am under 24h surveillance , anyone who tries to sneak up on me will be charged in court.

Take It Out On Me

2008-11-07T16:14:00.001+08:00

Oh yeah
I'm always thinking of you and all the things that you do
Self-centred satisfaction no more will I run from you
Dysfunction family values I'll die but i will not fear
Stop talking words of wisdom you fool I'm standing right here

The world is on your shoulders
The weight it's crushing me
Now we're all getting older
Take it out, take it out, take it out, take it out
Take it out on me, take it out on me
Take it out on me, take it out on me
Vent your frustration on me (i know u are feeling this LOL)

I feel so much destruction in everything that you do
Anger is creeping in me watch i don't expolde on you
My rage it comes so quickly one spark and will ignite
Self-harming mutilation cuts deep but the pain feels so right (HOT arh ^^)

The world is on your shoulders
The weight it's crushing me
Now we're all getting older
Take it out, take it out, take it out, take it out
Take it out on me, take it out on me
Take it out on me, take it out on me
Vent your frustration on me

This fire burns inside
Turning things inside
There's no where left to hide
This fire burns inside
This fire burns inside
This rage can't be denied (Fierce arh)

The world is on your shoulders
The weight it's crushing me
Now we're all getting older
Take it out, take it out, take it out, take it out
Take it out on me, take it out on me
Take it out on me, take it out on me
Vent your frustration on me (yesyes! go ahead!)

Take ït out

This song is dedicated to a person who has pestered me to post a post regarding ____. I've found a song which somehow relates to your current situation and that feeling that HAS (not had) overwhelmed you for quite some time and is still happening now. Dont worry friend. There are always UPs and DOWNs in life (might not apply to you LOL!)

Learn to forgive and forget ™ XD.

In my arms

2008-11-07T14:05:00.004+08:00

How do you describe a feeling?
I’ve only ever dreamt of this.

DJ’s spinning up my favorite song,
Hurry up and get a grove on.
Light fantastic and it won’t be long,
Don’t let the moment slip away.

‘Cause you and I could find a pleasure, no one else has ever known.
Feels like it is now or never, don’t want to be alone

How does it feel in my arms?
How does it feel in my arms?
Do you want it?
Do you need it?
Can you feel it?
Tell me.
How does it feel in my arms?

Got a feeling this is something strong.
All I wanna do is move on.
No more wondering where I belong.
So never go away.

‘Cause you and I are guilty pleasure, no one else has ever known.
Feels like it is now or never, don’t want to be alone.

How does it feel in my arms?
How does it feel in my arms?
Do you want it?
Do you need it?
Can you feel it?
Tell me.
How does it feel in my arms?

Do-do-do-do-do
Do-do-do-do-do
Do-do-do-do-do
Oh yeah, yeah

I’m listening.
How does it feel in my arms?
(How does it feel in my arms?)
How does it feel in my arms?
Yeah, yeah.
Do you want it?
Do you need it?
Can you feel it?
Tell me.

How does it feel in my arms? LOL. Probably not because u can only dream of this feeling.

What is a hug? how does it feels like? Pleasuring? To an extent of addiction? A guilty pleasure?

Dear Jessie

2008-11-07T13:57:00.002+08:00

Pink elephants and lemonade, dear Jessie
Hear the laughter running through the love parade
Candy kisses and a sunny day, dear Jessie
See the roses raining on the love parade

Your dreams are made inside the love parade

Meaning to this song? Love fantasy? How beautiful love is? Lovely Pathway? It is up to YOUR perception of what love is.

Let U Go

2008-11-05T10:27:00.004+08:00

Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye

I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down
Too little and too late
See now I know your kind
You fake it easy just to please me
Don't you know
It's not like we haven't tried over and over again
Sleepless nights, wrong or right
Goodbye

I gotta let you go
It's you
There's nothing I can do

This song is dedicated to all guys/girls out there holding on to relationship which does not have a future. People who are holding on to falling-apart relationship (trying to keep the relationship going). Just Let It Go.

Back In Action

2008-11-04T15:43:00.002+08:00

This blog is back to action after constant pop-up reminders from some people . From then on, i will post nice and meaningful lyrics which can portray the feelings of all lovers out there. Have fun reading lovers.

Transformers

2007-07-05T08:49:00.000+08:00

Just watch transformers recently, have to say is a really good movie. How to say arh... There are enough actions not like other movies infront abit then ending abit, transformers have equal actions from the star till the end.

First impression of transformers was cartoon la.. but after watchign the trailer then know woohooo. nice movie huh.. must watch..

Although there many parts of the movie when everyting move so fast la.. cannot see cearly... but luckily got some slow parts also so somehow compensated it. By the end of the 2hour30mins or so, confrim will know how the transformers look like.

Bumble bee the best arh. many pple say cute. so what is cute? i dno also. LOL. bumble bee is the most 'humanly' robot. what the word they use to label the good side arh?

Movies which will be conqurered by me
-Die hard 4.0
-harry potter

if no moeny then wait for pple DL T_T

OMG OMG OMG

2007-05-29T13:23:00.000+08:00

OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDdd..

Cannot believe it SIAAA.. An AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA for my grade..
MIRACLE do happen. My applied chemistry facilitator not free yesterday thus got 1 sub facilitator. She like those kok kok kind. LOL but nvm. give me A can le. First A in year 2 in RP!!! wooooootss.. Guess what is my predicted grade.. C -.-. UT get C+ kns. must study more le.

For the chili sauce thingy, i have decided to follow my class go sheng siong on that actual day. Reason being, carrying 1 chili sauce from AMK to Paya Labar.. sooo weird!!!. So that day then buy. ^^ clever right. LOL

Peirce Family Day

2007-05-28T12:24:00.000+08:00

Actually got alot things to post de.. bt dno hw to put into words. faster type it down before i forget.

Met Zm, ph at AMK Mrt to go down to peirce.. Actually got wj and alvin de.. both act fit. wan go gym. When we go gym they dn wan go.. go school then they wan go. So we meet wilson at peirce busstop. go into peirce tgt. Peirce arh.. small sia.. inside mostly is sec 1/2. Where are the sec3/4 sia? Chio bu go where le.. DISAPPOINTED..

In school from 11+ to 1-2pm. until too sian.. too hungry.. with 3 coupon of $10 in hand.. 1 is for my group the other 2 is help clayton buy de.. bt he got work so transfer to wei cheong. then wei cheong didnt come. KNN. Used 1 coupon while keep the 2 for clayton. hehe.

Went AMK hub ate KFC. still early so pei ZM go orchard. Walk around orchard until leg tired sia. so we(me,ph,zm) went chair hunting.. Found 1 place. kuni dno wad, bookshop de. Sit there for awhile then 1 security guard come kan us -.-. have to go.. so we went other place looking for resting spot. We went to toy'r'us, played with the toys. FUN Arh. lol.. found 1 corner and rested there.

This is where the marry go round begain.
Zm got the sms that the bday group at cine long john.. so we went there. we waited for Zm outside cine while he go long john. he dno where long john is so we directed him. Then he come back because they not in long john. Then he sian liao wan go le. But ke si right. We in orchard wait for them watch finsih movie which is very very very long. Bu gan xin so pursuade him to msg them. Finally their final location, the neoprint places. He go there. we wait below AGIAN. Then Zm tell me wei cheong on top. time to collect debt. muhaha. He there act poor sia. Say no $20 -.-. Bt i more pro. ask him borrow money from the pple there. FInally collected my $20 so zhaooooo.

Ended the day with Zm and Ph eating dinner somewhere in orchard..

Doing wad

2007-05-28T12:18:00.000+08:00

Nw already 12.21. By 2pm need finish presentation.. Everyone dno what to put for the ppt. my group also dno. LOL. dn care ^^.

They still talking about BBQ. if today's problem about BBQ then shoik le.. the problem today. dno need to do wad siaa.. no mood.. Monday Blues i think?

BBQ BBQ BBQ BBQ BBQ BBQ BBQ BBQ BBQ BBQ BBQ

Sian

2007-05-28T12:11:00.000+08:00

decided to post after spamming ZM tagboard.. LOL.. suddenly got the mood to blog.

My class now damn noisy.. I think they talking about the BBQ, the food list.. i didnt pay attention to what they are saying. LOL.
ps:( btw.. iam in school.)

Vivdly i think got someone talk about celery or smthin.. then got pple ask 'what is celery'.. then got pple reply ' the one start with a C'. diaozzz~ lol.

Okae. celery removed.. i dno why also. hahah..

Become market le.. pple shouting satay, sotong, crab and many many many stuffs..

Who wan eat corn! buy 10 la. LOL -.-

RP has this FMT (first meeting template). It is about what we know, what we dont know and what we need to find out.

Very useful i tell u.

Class using it on the BBQ.

Monday

2007-05-22T10:09:00.000+08:00

Come school le.. bt the mind still having 'holiday'. The feeling is like going back to school after the 2 month break. No mood to study. Everything so sian. Also nothing to do.. super sian.. In class, done research and slack for the whole day. The things i researched also like no use de.. But nvm, for my own understanding only.

Sian sian sian.

1 week of holiday. this is what i get

cool arh? lol

1 week sick

2007-05-22T09:59:00.000+08:00

Was sick the whole of last week. Down with fever. Dno what kind of fever, come go come go come go for 1 week. At home so shoik, only bad thing is the fever symptoms la. Like dieing. 1st 2 days of the fever was the worse la... Whole day fever. Somemore the 1st 2 day got UT, have to go back to RP for the UT at 4pm. Lucky at 4pm my fever subsided if not i think i cannot survive through the UT. The same goes for tuesday.

Went to the doctor on Wednesday, time to have a proper diagnosis. Doctor say i got fever, that was that i know. Doctor also say if i got fever for 5 days, i have to go for a blood test to check whether i got dengue mah -.-.

On friday, went for the blood test, result was well.... expected no dengue. Was on the road to recovery leee...

Friday 12 may

2007-05-12T00:39:00.000+08:00

Today is just like any other day. Sleeping while the facilitator is talking. Its not the content that is boring. The facilitator just need to start blahing i will feel damn sleepy le -.-. maybe the cotent boring laa, i also dno because i already slping le. LOL

Next the UT. What is the UT about sia.. Like not microbiology leh.. Like cognitive but kind of related to microbio. Things learn throughout the 3 lesson like cannot be applied to today's UT. cham cham cham.. Many people dont understand the UT question then hw answer it arh? hahaa. but nvm.. passed liaoo

Joey contributed this link to the fan club of 200 pound beauty

200 pound beauty gallery

a GREAT thank you to JOEY

200 pounds beauty OST

2007-05-09T15:03:00.000+08:00

Kim Ah Jung - Byul (Full Ver.)

Kim Ah Joong - Byu...

Maria

200 Pounds Beauty ...

200 pounds beauty

2007-05-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

OKAE !!

Ladies and Gentlemen enjoy! XD

200 POUND BEAUTY!! KIM AH-JUNG aka KIM AH-JOONG

*When she turned intio a chio bu, bought the dress she always wanted to wear and 'shashae' down the street. CUTE. lol

*taxi driver smitten by her. *nice dress she has there? haha

*looking great in purple. *bad lightning bt still nice

*different kind of faces ^^ *this the most chio i guess? haha

*posing for who? guess.. ME LA. lol

SEEEEEEEEEE
comapring photos.. young and aged 20
shows that she didnt go for plastic surgery like many korean do
maybe minor parts? i dno? nice can le.. LOL

If she make overwhole body i also dn mind! LOL.
silicon bag burst also nvm, she know a plastic surgery specialist. FOC. haha

Dead Blog

2007-05-07T09:14:00.000+08:00

DEAD DEAd DEad Dead dead

My blog so quiet.. dead quiett... why no one come my blog de =(... Didnt update also got the tag board wad.. sigh sigh

Today father cannot bring me to school, because brother going back tekong.
So i have to take the bus to school and the trip is about an hour plus. so far.. but bo bian must take bus.

1st bus came.. full -.-
2nd bus.. lucky is the long long kind.
Quite lucky harh.. see chio bu. LOL. must say the bus is well taken. =)

CLass watched 200 pound beauty.. i watched before le.. bt watch again with them..
the story line good. but quite immpossible.. whole body plastic surgery. i think Hana become chio only because of the plastic surgery on her face but because she got exercise.. got 1 part she jogging on the treadmill from fat become thin right? That is the main reason she become skinny i guess?.

The song nice sia.. got 2 main song. who got sia? I WANTTTTT

Change Skin!

2007-05-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

A different skin!!

Change to this black emooo skin.. lol.. nice right..
quite lucky la.. search for awhile in the internet and i found this. Remember the last time i tried finding blogskin.. cannot find anything that is nice and likeable.. find until give up. haha..

Maybe iam lucky because i find during lesson time.. Found good skin but did not pay attention to whats going on in the class.. "Cannot have the best of both world" true true true.. But its okae la.. Sacrifise must be made to have a preferable results. hehehe

Althought emo laa.. but still nice right?

Check it Out

2007-05-03T19:57:00.000+08:00

o.0

check this out guys. POWERPUL GIRLS wooooohooo.. -.-
go this link http://valvigirl.net/quizzes/ppgquiz.html

after u finish it.. u will know what character are you in the show powerpul girls.
Mojojojo the best la. LOL

this is my result

i look snazzy in pink.. hmmms... what is snazzy? LOL

How to solve this mouse problem?

2007-04-23T15:28:00.000+08:00

mahfannnnnnn

i got this mouse problem very knn de..

when the program hang right, the mouse can move here move there but cannot left click or right click right..

My program didnt hang!! but i gt the mouse problem..

SO HOWWWWWWWWWW!!!

No job

2007-03-16T18:54:00.000+08:00

Jobless

Job job job.. where are you job? why so long still no job... got lobang mah!!!. first few weeks of holiday past so slow.. now halfway through holiday, time passed so damn fast... came to think of it, i havent had enough fun. hahaha..

Today is just another day...

what will happen when school start? Stranger faces all around.. think of it also sibei sianz.. lol

Tio bluffed

2007-03-11T00:23:00.000+08:00

tio bluffed...

Monday:

My friend and i went down to my the other friend wroking place to find out what they are working as because they dont want to leak any information of their job so we have to went down to their company to have a look.

Went down to clark quay to take a peep at the company. So when we met up with them, they start to introduce their company to us. What ISO(quality thingy), Dare To Fail award and dno wad else.. Look like a fake company right? lol

So went down to the 3rd floor of the building, looks like costumer service place cos got many tables and chairs in there, like..... place where the staffs 1 to 1 talk to the costumer de..

After tell us hw good the product is + one whole bunch of evidence that support their claim and everything. They start to bring us around and introudce us to dno hw many pple(i dont see the point LOL). After all this, the staffs + friend tried to pursuade us to work there. The products like scam de.. magnetic therapy?

after all those we mo min qi miao sign a contract named smart shopper or dno wad then paid $50 for the rights(so called membership). After this right immediately to the brainwash part, being pressured to buy a 1.6k product. I also not dumb wad.. bt they person use 1 word to pressure me. XIAO SHUN. indirectly makes yes and no so chim.. Yes = xiao shun. No = bu xiao shun.. then i of course choose yes laa.. then bought a product( a Single size bed thingy) -.-.

2 main reasons why i picked YES.
1) I was once told that they will help me find appointment so i thought no harm to buy a product to increase my position(5% -15% commision).
2) the xiao shun

Tuesday
Went down again.. start work.. was immdiately brought to the meeting room, was told the marketing plan of the company.. going international and being the pioneer of this kind of job.. looks good? bt craps nia.. lol dno why.. bt just felt like craps

Then i was told that the company help me to locate my market(which group of people to sell the products). My main market is relatives.. i was like WTF.. relatives leh.. how to sell... earn relatives moeny?! They will not help me to find appointment just attached to me to do the talking -.-... got pple help me talk also no use.. no relatives to sell -.- .Immediately felt like quitting le.. But i paid $800 le.. sian daoo..

Saturday
Went down today to settle the money thingy... i want to either get a refund or change product. But cannot la.. the staff there kan chiong pay for me first.. then the product was collected from the admin, now i cannot get refund or product change.. SIANZ. pay $800..

Now!!! I want JOB!! i owe 1 friend $600 1 friend $500.. SIAN JOB JOB JOB.. i need 3 space!! msg me if u have vancancy in ur cuurent job!!
IN NEED OF JOB!!!

holiday

2007-02-13T14:48:00.000+08:00

holiday

holiday start lee.. soo fast holiday liao.. but if school dont end then holiday cannot start.. soo caught between this two issues..

holiday start liao soo good.. but i got chicken pox.. so unlucky.. cannot go out.. cannot go find job.. at home slack... so sianzz... whole day play game will also play sian de wad... very unlucky ...

so what are you guys doing during your holidays?

songs i want

2007-01-22T15:29:00.000+08:00

*Wans*

Hmm.. these are some of the songs i want.. if you guys or ur friend or ur friend's friend.. send me also.

Mario - i dont wanna know

eh.. this for now bah.. got more i update.. LOL

any nice techno also can.. send me send mee!!

mesmerized

2007-01-17T17:02:00.000+08:00

*mesmerized*

damn.. ytd watch girl next door.. mesmerized by the danielle or smthin. the former porn star.. the show nice nt because of all those adult contents la.. is the story line and the girl... dam like the girl.. woots.

Storyline
An ambitious high school senior, Matthew, with dreams of a career in politics is overjoyed to discover that his new neighbor, 19-year-old Danielle, is absolutely beautiful, and they fall in love quickly, head over heels. Their relationship is put to the test, however when he discovers (along with the rest of the town, eventually) that she used to be a porn star...

nice laa.. must watch..

Girl Next Door is a must watch movie!
although not vry new la.. by still watchable!!

some pics.
enjoy =D

Not tiger la

2007-01-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

*Not tiger la*

Followed angela and bertina with noor to yishun to see the 'tiger' angela was talking about.. so we reach there.. saw the dog.. not like tiger lor.. smaller.. u know those full grown dog? that size..
anyone watch the show bethoven or smthin.. that saliva dripping dog.. same breed.

me and noor was gna give angela a present la cos her bday just passed i think.. wanted to buy a cake but the place where we dine is too far from any cake shop or anything.. so in the end we bought her a whole chicken(fried de) from the western stall.

We treated the chicken like bday cake la.. put fries('candles') in it..
cos need put 19 fries then the chicken so small then bertina say 'put in the big hole' or smthin like that.. but it is the cutting la.. so we did everything like a bday celebration.. bday song was sang.. but only noor sing la. LOL. angela didnt blow the 'candles' because the fries will all fly away..

after all this eating and fooling around. bertina has to leave.. meet her mum and brother bah.. so we too free.. accompany her to find them.. saw her mum.. not vry auntie as bertina describe but also is auntie la.. can see their relation quite close..

so we(me,noor,angela and bertina) decide to part after everything. then when we were on the way to the bus interchange, angela suddenly remember bertina wallet was with her(took from her ealier on) so we called her to retrieve the wallet.

when she come.. we bully her again as usual.. talk a lot of craps bt still nvr return her the wallet.. her mum came coincidently.. but also nvr help her. LOL.. auntie is damn good i have to say(nvr help her =P). lol..

so all 4 of us went to the bus interchange.. waiting for our bus(3 person).. her mum came again(on her way home), still didnt help her.. LOL..

In the end.. our bus came then we return her the wallet.. have to say we quite bad la.. all 3 left.. she there alone.. but but but.. if nvr ps her.. also not fun right? so PARADOX..

will publish the photos soon.. lazy to do now. LOL

School started

2007-01-04T17:29:00.000+08:00

*School started*

sch start liao.. damn..

1st and 2nd day the same.. wake up go sch.. sibei tired.. i also dno why lor.. during holidays i always wake up at 7-8 to play game.. must be the different in objective bah..

go sch.. see the problem statement.. ZZzzzz wanna slp le -.-

1st day more worse.. go there take UT first -.-.. got study bt dno hw do.. C liao loo.
brain havent start work then must use le.. siao...

disturbance

2006-12-08T17:15:00.000+08:00

*disturbance*

hahaha.. i disturb jasmine! she dno who iam sia.. so i just disturb.
she keep asking who who who, keep asking me for hints. but i nvr tell her. whaha
so to make it more interesting, i invited joanna into the conversation.
i asked her to pretend to help jasmine to find out who iam larh..
joanna is so good in pretend. lol
so i crap all the way
say i from sp all this, say she give me *bro lousy grades, say i from 369. lol
*bro(in gang they call their friend bro de right?)
she actually believe and get angry.. whaha

then in the end tell her larh, cos she gna slp le. lol
but the ending is not good sia. she went crazy. lol
she say i too free.. ask me go study science -.-. SIAO.. lol
so finally ended... ended with the day..

holiday

2006-12-07T17:10:00.000+08:00

*holiday*

holiday started but i still wake up at 7.20!! haha...
of course to play game larh. hehe..
wake up, chiong game le. iam vry busy right. lol...
but play game also sian. dont play game also sian.
so why i choose to game leh? this one i also dno.
aiyah.. no definate answer.. just game lor..

holiday only can do 4 things
1) Work
2) Study
3) Go out
4) Game

1st confrim out because lazy larh. not because iam rich okae!
2nd confrim out also.. who will study!! definately not me -.-
3rd.. tough.. but got 1 reason.. no money to go out!! iam poor kae.
4th.. lazy also can play game. dont need money.. food and everything all at home.

omg

2006-12-06T17:07:00.000+08:00

*omg*

OMG!! Joanna is the stealer. cannot believe it..
she is the one who kept my handphone! to think i actually believe her is noor who took it -.-.
sry larh noor. bertina and joanna told me is u. So is like 2 vs 1.. but nvm, i will believe u nxt time.
dont judge the book by its cover! the content also cannot believe. only believe ur heart! this is a very impt quote from me.

stealer

2006-12-04T15:20:00.000+08:00

*stealer*

dno which dumb idoit take my phone when iam slping during the lecture. This wont get me worked up =P. Stole by classmates is better than by strangers. So i have to thank you guys for stealing it before some stranger does.

So what i will do/did is to STEAL something from those people who went to the talk with me.
One item each dudes..

going to innova's bbq later ard 6-7. But cannot stay longg.. tuesday still have school.. dont blame me ex-classmates.. not purposely want to leave early de. forgive me!!!

photos on board

2006-11-27T09:49:00.000+08:00

*photos on board*

this is what happend on friday when we were on the way home with many pple(forget who le)

look at this photo..
i got no comments but i would say picture paints a thousand words.
ps : actually, i think she is making her hair. lol

can anyone guess whose hair is this?
noor says it is scary..
but scary meh?

grades drop

2006-11-27T09:38:00.000+08:00

al e*grades drop*

sian siaaa.. my grades in maths and enterprise drop.. from consistance As drop to B le.. like wth -.-
faci also nvr say why drop sia.. extra siaa.. now GPA gna affected le larhh..
affecterss... only want to affect my grades.

I think my friend wont find me already bah.. cos i tell him iam a nerd. whaha
i think he wants me to join him -.- which i wont of course.. iam a good boy wad =x
hope he wont keep pester me again.. he come find me okae larh.. but with 6-7 pple.. cannnot...

hope everything goes back to normal again.. hopehopehope. as if hope got use.. -.-
kae.. no hope.. i WANT.

sleep buddha

2006-11-23T09:07:00.000+08:00

*sleeping buddha*

W15C got a sleeping buddha.. how she attain immortaility de... nvr share sia.. selfish..
but anyways.. always slp de.. lol..

super tired

2006-11-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

*super tired*

went gym and gymed for around 2 hours? do until cannot dooo. actually is lazy do. hehe
after that we(weijie,pohhong and me) went to the street soccer court to meet kian chee and clayton. clayton brought his little brother with him, the size arh, totally different la. One big one small. After waiting for damn long, weijun then come lor. stupid lor, he always come the latest.

We played for awhile then group of 5 little kids, want to challenge us. so we sporting wad so play lor. they like super active lor all 4 chiong for 1 ball, so young can until like that, when grow up cannot imagine sia. Then even later, a group of pple came, around 9-10. wan challenge us also.
They sibei play cheat. keep subbing, bt we only got 6 players + clayton's bro = 7 but he too small la. later he tio bang, dno where he will fly. so we played lor. they like to bang bang bang sia. so i also dn give chance, keep banging also. we play until want to die le cos we got no one to sub mah. bt we stilll want to play. so continue play lor. play play play play until all going to die le so we decided to stop playing with them. lol.

so like that lor. tml sure have muscle ache de.. tired sehhh....

not fun

2006-11-14T08:24:00.000+08:00

*not fun*

the scandal not fun lee...
good things will always come to a stop... hehe
so yea.. so dn use my name le hoor.. -.- no fun anymoreeee
change person change person, change to someone else.. not me can lee..

school was okae laa.. as usual, everyweek day is the same, only weekend is different.
No RJ, no quiz, no evaluation. So shiok.

Holiday so longg.. 5 dec. wth. sibei lng lorr.. when holiday start, either i chiong my game, or go out play or go work lee... but work also sian.. everything also sian.. what thing is fun arh?
like dn have lehh... fun things are hard to findd..

the scandal arhh

2006-11-06T16:02:00.000+08:00

*the scandal arhh*

she dn like me and i dn like her.
continued with the scandal because quite interesting and fun..
i have to say, disturbing her is fun la. lol
although the things i have done might show i like her la..
but i will still do the same to other girls laa..if i have a scandal with her...

if she like me then..... LOL

but why scandal me and her arh? like everyone in the class also disturb her..
but use me as a medium? =/
but nvm, quite fun thou. lol

Scandal

2006-11-01T20:11:00.000+08:00

*scandal*

but it is fun leh. lol
today was fun la.
not mainly because of the problem statement but is the things that happened.

mass conversation.
the couples ARE!
me and bertina. =/
des and june. woots
prahbu and shamala. truth!
sem + noor and the akary. sem got gf lor. but noor, soon? LOL

got 5 couples meh? dno the fifth =x
when i know who is the fifth i will update.

well today is on culture and music thingy
wad we do today is the pop thingy.
my group got a singer.
quite good

show u guys his pic

nice 'album' pic yea? wan his phone number? tell me. lol

Boo

2006-11-01T08:45:00.000+08:00

*BOO*

ytd during the last meeting, someone from the class decided to scare the facilitator.
so all of us get of out the class and hide along the corridor.

I think only Sven, Adel is in the class. part of the plan?

When we were hiding at the corner, we waited and waited for the facilitator to come up to our storey, but too so damn lng laa. Wait till sian. LOL. BUt when she came up right, she was talking on the phone then dn wan to go into the class. So we waited and waited again..

FINALLY, we heard a SCREAM =D

lol, we all chiong back to class and surprise her.

Adel is wearing a gorilla mask which look like a gorilla of course. but quite scary? but not to me la. lol

yups that is all for yesterdayyy

Angels and Demons

2006-10-24T17:38:00.000+08:00

*Angels and Demons*

this is what june and me draw during lesson. too sian la. those demon looking thingys are my masterpiece and those 'angel' looking thingys she draw. Mine nicer right? lol

monday like so slack la but good.. cos not stress soo gooodddd...

bored

2006-10-10T08:44:00.000+08:00

*bored*

so sian siaa.. i do not have the mood to post any post these days.. dno la.. no drive to post? or maybe lazy.. school was okae la.. but all B sia.. why no A?! why arh why arh.. i speak lesser only mah.. as if i do no understand -.-. isnt the grading about understanding? and not talking cock? facilitators all dn wan give me A... say no participation or wad.. i participate they also dno.. dare to say i nvr participate...

this is the end i think..

attached

2006-09-26T01:20:00.000+08:00

well, she's attached. sld i be happy or sad. or maybe both? dno leh.

althought she didnt tell me but frm this short quotes.. check it out =)

"he talked abt leaving again. i hate it when he starts talkg abt it. i knw its not up t me. bt, srsly. it makes my head spin that he bears t leave anytime anyday. fuck"
~blah~blah~blah~
"trust, is like a mirror. once there is a crack, it will nvr be perfect again.im taking care of the mirror this time. really taking care."

confrim this time iam not bias.. this 2 sentence shows everyting yea?

nvm.. i like to be alone noww.. so shiok.. even though no pple pei me laa..
but i also 24/7 gaming.. no time for datingg. if have... i think i also dn wan bah..
scared liao..

Sch reopened

2006-09-23T01:41:00.000+08:00

-sian

the feeling of sch is like WAAAA.. SIANZ.. NEED TO MAKE FRIENDS AGAIN..
even though change class might be good la, cos more friends but.. i rather dont change la.. no friends no friends lorr.. at least i wont dread school.. not good sia..
first day is like.. wa.. more males sia.. then nvr see any chio bu. lol
second day is okae laa.. got a good grp.. everybody kinda shy thats why so quiet.. i also shy sia.. but i dno i quiet or not.. lol. tell me kaes.

i hope i will know more friends la.. not just friends.. brothers! or maybe sisters!? lol..

what time isit?

2006-09-11T06:28:00.000+08:00

what time is it now?

think it's morning already? iam early right..
the truth is, i havent slp.. cannot slp sia.. dno why also.. stone here like a stone. =x
hmmms... isit late now or isit early noww? which perception you are looking at? chim right. LOL
hmms hmms hmmss..

i think i have got over you, it has been dno hw lng since u came online.
even if i feel smthin, i wont tell u.
yups.

happy post?

2006-09-09T08:28:00.000+08:00

this shall be my first happy post! i think i have moved on. good yes?
havent been thinking of her. woots? maybe because gaming 24/7. or maybe i really dont think of her anymore.. good right. lolx.
been gaming 24/7 since holiday started. it become a must already because i bought cash for it.
nxt semester is reaching fast.. need to know new friends again.. sian. i so anti social, can know what friends sia.. go there stone and get Cs lee.. sian sianz

move along

2006-08-29T00:20:00.000+08:00

*move along*

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
-this song reflects my feeling now.

well, she has moved on already, i think it is time for me to move on too. fair? yea!
guess it is bad to be sentimental in this case because she had already gave up.
yay yay! i finally decide to move on! grats grats?
this is such a tough decision okae. believe me. must believe me. i dont tell lies de.
finally...!
there is a saying "长痛不如短痛", i kinda agree to a little bit extent la.
although my heart say nono! must tahan. but my brain say. give up laa!
so.. yea.. everyone around me tells me to give up yet i still hold on for so lng..
guess it is really the time for me to give up le.. dont want also no choice!
the world is so unfair. as always... since i cannot make it adapt to me, i have to adapt to it. pro?

i really have to apologise to you guys who are reading my posts because each post is so sad and everything, cannot help it la.. i contained more sad memories than happy memories. dont blame me kaes?

GIVE UP

should i give up?

2006-08-25T00:31:00.000+08:00

i think i should give up already. nothing can stop me from walking this road..
if she ask me not to walk this road.. i might not walk. but the thing is she will not talk to me.
she is so cruel to me yet i still love her as much. irony? fuck yes
why is this happening to me?
1) i do too many bad things?
2) i love her too much?
3) i bully her during my previous life?
4) she hates me?
5)...
6)...
there are so many reason.. and it is all happeing to me.

I heard you're doin' okay
But I want you to know
I'm addic-
I'm addicted to you

I can't pretend
I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I try to make you happy
But you left anyway

I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed I
'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never Want to do this again
Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting
Till the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget (really, really no joke)

give up? dont give up? give up cum dont give up shall be my decision.

-sighs

2006-08-22T00:12:00.000+08:00

Lonely
School was fine but after that back to old self..
lonely and everything..
she's not there
Sianz.
I dont know how she can have fun while i cant.. why?
she is like so enjoying life le.. yet i... -sighs
how she move on? ask her teach me the ignoring skills she dn want teach then i talk to her she scold me... say i irritating sia -.--sighs..
why like that sia.. dno laa... infatuation? iam not sure.. but for me, confirm no..

thank you

2006-08-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

I have to thank Sky, HweeLeng and Jt for helpign me with skins and command for this blog. this is all done in a day. thank you all

19/8

2006-08-21T15:29:00.000+08:00

Saturday, 19/8 is the saddest day of my life....

Nothing much happen today but many memories were recalled...I dont know how to explain it but.. it is just to sudden...-sighs.. Life sux.. Life will be good if i have her..

but it is impossible now.. do not be surprise when you saw a person who looks like me in the orbituary section..