F o r g o t t e n
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
You're impossible to find
-ChengXi
T e a r s
Friday, August 25, 2006
-12:31 AM
i think i should give up already. nothing can stop me from walking this road..
if she ask me not to walk this road.. i might not walk. but the thing is she will not talk to me.
she is so cruel to me yet i still love her as much. irony? fuck yes
why is this happening to me?
1) i do too many bad things?
2) i love her too much?
3) i bully her during my previous life?
4) she hates me?
5)...
6)...
there are so many reason.. and it is all happeing to me.
I heard you're doin' okay But I want you to know I'm addic- I'm addicted to youI can't pretend I don't care When you don't think about me Do you think I deserve this? I try to make you happy But you left anywayI'm tryin' to forget But I'm addicted to you But I wanted And I needed I'm addicted to you Now it's over Can't forget what you said And I never Want to do this again HeartbreakerHow long will I be waiting Till the end of time I don't know why I'm still waiting I can't make you mine I'm trying to forget (really, really no joke)
give up? dont give up? give up cum dont give up shall be my decision.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
-12:12 AM
LonelySchool was fine but after that back to old self..lonely and everything..she's not thereSianz.I dont know how she can have fun while i cant.. why?she is like so enjoying life le.. yet i... -sighshow she move on? ask her teach me the ignoring skills she dn want teach then i talk to her she scold me... say i irritating sia -.--sighs.. why like that sia.. dno laa... infatuation? iam not sure.. but for me, confirm no..
Monday, August 21, 2006
-9:58 PM
I have to thank Sky, HweeLeng and Jt for helpign me with skins and command for this blog. this is all done in a day. thank you all
-3:29 PM
Saturday, 19/8 is the saddest day of my life....
Nothing much happen today but many memories were recalled...I dont know how to explain it but.. it is just to sudden...-sighs.. Life sux.. Life will be good if i have her..
but it is impossible now.. do not be surprise when you saw a person who looks like me in the orbituary section..